Bria Maria Online

I am writing a blog about me and autism. My name is Sabrina and I like to be called Bria.

Monday, October 06, 2008

the funeral

The funeral was sad about Eric. He died and he is mom's stepfather. Grammy was very sad that her husband died because she can't talk to him anymore. The pastor said death is permanent so Eric will not come back. I feel sad about not being able to see him any more. He had a heart attack so he won't be coming back and I won't see him any more. I saw him for the last time at the funeral home he was in this thing that looked like a big bed it was a coffin so it seemed like he was like i was wondering if he said good stuff about me at gram's house before he died. I was very very sad but did not cry cause i wanted to pray for him to come back but that can not happen so i think he could go to heaven. The funeral was good cause i looked at the pictures on the collages and was thinking about the pictures they looked cute i thought about the things that happened like remembering Eric so I was glad to go to the funeral it helped me put stuff into my brain like it made me think to say good bye to him cause i would never see him again it made me want to pray for him and God bless him and remember all the things that he did remember what it was like when he was there and when he talked to me and stuff. Also I want to say he was friendly to me and kind to me and made sure I was doing what I was suppoosed to be doing. the end.