telecommunity and friends issues

i went to telecommunity today it is a digital art class at duquesne university. i worked on some photoshop stuff and some music projects and i like it and i'm able to do photoshop on the computer. i like that its a fun class every other saturday and i like that marge helps me with all my work.and she is a really nice teacher and she scans stuff in for me. i like going because it helps me focus and pay attention because then i feel like i am involved with something and i really have to work hard and keep on trying until i can do my project so i dont feel bored and just stuck staying at home.

i get so frustrated when i am out with my friends. i should say not with my friends cause they say they want to do things with me then every time they say they want to do something then they say oops they do not want to do anything anymore and then i sit at home all alone and they never really want to do things with me only if my mom comes or my dad but i just want to do things with them not with mom and dad all the time then i sit around and be bored all the time and i really dont want to sit here and be bored all the time i just want to hang out with my friends and do things with them like go to the mall and things like that but i sometimes am feeling like i dont really have friends. the end.