Cheerleading with girls not talking to me

I went to the cheerleading meeting at STM. I sat and listened to the presentation then my mom told me that I could go sit with the 8th graders at their table since I'm in 8th grade and I think they were my friends so I went over and sat with them and was quiet then they just got up and all walked away. That was not nice but I didn't say anything. So then I went and looked at the board by myself but Shannon did talk to me a little so that was good. She is really a good person. She likes me and does not just ignore me too much even if I am being quiet. Sometimes I want to be friends but I think that no one wants to talk so I don;t know what to say so I sit there by myself and try to be friends with these girls. Like I let the other girls talk and I listen but sometimes I get stressed so I sit there and maybe humming to myself. I wanted to think that they treated me nicely actually they didn't treat me nice if they got up and walked away and don't talk to me or ask me to sit with them or practice cheers with them or really nothing. I really love cheerleading and I know I can be a great cheerleader so I'll keep being a cheerleader and know all the cheers. So I won't give up I will keep trying and trying even if the girls don't wanna talk to me and I might feel sad but I'll cheerlead anyway. The end.

Saying the rude word

Sean and I were sitting in the resource room. We were aying jokes to each other and laughing. Then MJ and Eric were doing it also. Then MJ said Fox nose and we laughed. Sean did not laugh cause he got mad cause he doe not like when people say fox. Then Mrs. Young came over and said to me please be quiet. ANd she said that to MJ and Eric also. Then MJ said fox again and we kept laughing and saying it also. Then Mrs. Young came over and said Sabrina, please be Sabrina don't try to be like someone else. You are nice and you do not say rude things to people so please do not say rude things anymore even if other children do it. Then I felt Mrs. Young was mad and I raised my hand and said Mrs. Young can I use the bathroom down the hall and she said absolutely. But Sean got mad cause I said the rude word. I would like to say to him I'm sorry Sean for saying that to you I won't do it again Love Bria.

And I will try to think about things before I say them and not just listen to other children like Mrs. Young said and my mom said it also and I talked to my mom and told her about the rude word and she was happy I told her and said how would you feel if you wanted someone to stop and they didn't and kept on doing it and I said I would feel sad. But if other children were laughing like with a game and maybe I could laugh also and mom did not know if that was good. The end.