social stuff

i've been thinking about friends and social stuff and i've been wanting to talk with friends do things with friends. i feel like i have friends like that come to my house like hannaor her sister jennah or kara my cousin or nikki my cousin. emily is someone at school who is pretty nice to me like saying hi to me and also joellen will say hi to me and she's in my dance class. maybe some day i will have friends at school that will want to do things with me. i was thinking about when i used to have a boyfriend last summer like chris he said nice things to me and did stuff with me like went out to eat and stuff and watch the penguins game. he was annoying so i don't like him as a boyfriend i would much more rather have a nice one that will do more stuff with me. i was kind of mad at hanna that she has a boyfriend and he was taking her to the penguin game cause that's just how i felt cause i was worried that she would not still be my friend and i would still want to do stuff with her. i'm not sure i want to be in best buddies at school cause i don;t thinl i will have many friends like i don't think they will become my real friend like they would just have to be my friend for best buddy club so i only want real friends. the end.